Hi guys...I wanted to discuss a serious matter about my channel and what I've done in the past. I really hate making DeviantArt cringe videos and I wish I never made them. They were poorly crafted, my mic was terrible and I acted like a fool, not even giving proper good constructive criticism. I didn't know how to give good criticism but I liked trying yet I still failed miserably. I only jumped on the Deviantart ranting bandwagon because it was popular, I wanted to see cringe, and I wanted to try criticizing. I hate all the videos and how they turned out. The videos themselves are more cringy than the art displayed.
Recently I've been thinking about what I've done and I regret making them.I am hyper sensitive and care about other people and how they think of me. I have a tiny bit of self esteem, it's so very low and has made me feel concerned about how people think of me and my videos. Strong hate on me is like gun shots though my back, they hurt